Have you ever missed someone loads and laods before?

Of course, I'm missing somebody just as you are right now. It's hard loving somebody who lives so far away. 2 years ago I met an American girl while she was spending a couple of months in the UK with her relatives and we fell in love, it's been so hard coming to terms with my feelings ever since she had to move back because we just don't know when we'll be able to see each other again. Money situations are tough and plane tickets don't come cheap these days. It's the hope that's still keeping us going, it must be hard for you, just stay strong and you'll muddle through. I wish you luck with maybe finding him again, it sounds like you really love this guy.